Itz a boringz morninz... cant get 2 slp.. I sat up the whole nytez cryin'... thinkin' bout my LiL DarLin' & lukin' back @ the past.. soo sad.. * :'( * my eyes feel a bit painful & bcame quite red frm all the cryin' I guess.. sum ppl may say I'm stupidz 4 wastin' my tears on a cat.. but he was not juz an ordinary cat.. he's part of the family too.. & part of my LiFe.. dey dun understand all dat.. no one noes hw I feel inside.. no one understands me.. but I dun care anyway.. Itz better if dey juz "Leave Me Alone!!".. Actualli, itz not a bad thin' realli 2 b on ur own sumtimes.. haizz.. LiFe bcomin' more boringz & empty I guess... * :'( *

Todae, 28th May '05, was a veri sad dae... My Lil DarLiN' kitten, DuNcAn, passed away.. soo veri sad.. It was bout 11plus in the morninz wen my mum called me & told me dat "Duncan" had died..I was soo damn *Shocked!!* so, I quickly took taxi to my 'Chai Chee' hse to c it for myself.. whether itz true or juz a prank.. so, after reachin' there, I was so afraid to go inside.. I dun wanna c "LiL Duncan" dead.. but I took the courage 2 go in & suddenly saw him lyin' down @ the balcony.. he's realli gone!! My LiL DarLin' whom I realli luv a lot is gone 4ver.. I couldn't believe my eyes.. we all dun even noe watz the cause of itz death.. no one noez y... hw... & wat... coz ystdae my father & sis told me dat he was veri fit & playin' arnd wit my other kitten, "PuTeRi", a female cat, ystdae.. It was soo unexpected.. suddenly, the 1 u truly luv a lot juz gone away 4ever in the blink of an eye.. I'm feelin' veri, veri sad... I'll alwaez miz him.. Haizz.. tears juz flow frm my eyes.. dunno y.. mayb itz bcoz I realli miz him a lot & wish dat he's still here wit me.. * :'( * Evrytime wen I came in the hse, or wake up early in the morninz, the 1st thin' I wld do is go 2 the balcony & touch him & Puteri.. den he wld alwaez want me 2 pat him.. he's soo cute... but nw, I will nv get the chance 2 do dat anymore... * :'( * Mayb he wouldn't left us so soon if I had br. him 2 the vet 4 check-up regularly.. Itz my fault.. he's onli a yr old.. y muz he leave he so soon...?! I nv had the chance 2 take pic wit him... But luckily, I took sum of his photos... 2 My LiL DarLiN', I will alwaez miz u & u r 4ever in my heart.. & I'll nv 4get all those happy memories which I had wit u... *Luv U!!* * :'( *

Few days ago, on 23th May '05, I went "Peninsula" wit my fren.. & @ last!! finally!! I bought dat leather skirt!! WooHoo!! luckily the last piece still there.. or else, I'm gonna find the person who take it frm me!! Hahaz... watever... yawnzz.. nothinz else 2 ritez lahz... Adios!! =p

Todae, 22th May '05, had a veri fun & excitin' dae!! Me, my sis, cousins & bro (who drives us arnd) went play "Bowlin'" @ Marina Superbowl.. had one heck of a rollin' gud time there!! I mean bowlin' gud time!! hahaz.. even though I lost in both games, I did hv lotsa fun!! after dat, we took 1 stupidz & funny card neoprint.. realli "Merepekz...".. den we head 2 "Lau Pa Sat" where we had our dinner/supper.. damn nice seh the food there!! my cousin give us a treat 4 "Bowlin'" & food actualli.. after finish eatin', we went hm coz tiredz oreadi.. haha.. reach hm arnd 1plus in the morninz.. yawnzz.. =p

Todae, 18th May '05, is my exam day!! Aarghh!! I reach skool quite late 4 the exam.. well.. I'm alwaez late as u all noe.. hahaz.. I studied last mins!! test starts @ 1pm but I started studyin' in the morninz seh.. I memorize sum of the impt thingz which I noe wld come out in the test, but wen received the paper, suddenly my mind blank!! not completely blank i mean.. juz dat I 4gotten the impt thingz I hv memorize by hard earlier on.. frustrated seh!! but oh well.. Itz over anyway.. hopefully, can score well 4 MCQ.. coz it carries 75m.. hmmz.. after it ended, I & Fadlina go "Lido" watch "Amityville Horror!!".. well.. It was a nice movie lahz.. enjoyed watchin' it.. den after dat, we walk arnd town & lukz @ sum stuffs lahz.. guess datz all.. =p

Heyz Peepz!! watz up?! gonna ritez wat happen on 17th May '05... Hahaz... I went "Town" wit Fadlina watch the Japz movie, "Last Quarter".. guess who act in dat movie?! itz Hyde!! My fren fav guy!! luckily "TeTsu" or "DuNcAn" not in it seh.. if not, i faint!! haha.. Fad forced me 2 watch it wit her.. but i got no more cash wat.. datz y i told her I cant watch wit her lahz.. but she insists on givin' me a treat 4 dat movie if I can accompany her.. I told her I dun lytez peepz payin' 4 me anythinz, but she still go ahead & buy 2 tix seh!! haha.. den I told her dat I'll pay her back wen I got enuf cash.. After show ended, we meet up wit my bro @ "Peninsula" coz I wanna go my "Black Haven" shop!! haha.. simply luv dat shop seh!! after lukin' arnd dat shop & dat "CooL" guitars shop, we went 2 "Funan".. my fren lahz wanna c watz in there.. all IT stuffs seh.. luckily @ Level 1 there got food!! den I buy food @ "Polar".. saw "DC T-shirts" but too bad... itz too big 4 me seh.. Itz "TeTsu" size I guess.. haha.. wat onli.. crapz.. so, after gettin' quite boredz in there, we went hm... datz all lahz... =p

Todae, 15th May '05, my bro called me sayin' dat his sis asked him 2 accompany her watch "Amityville Horror"... Haizz... I had planned 2 watch wit him actualli.. So, he told his sis dat he oreadi planned 2 watch wit me lahz.. but den, I told him since his sis gonna give him a treat 4 the movie, y not he juz go wit his sis lahz.. So, he dun hv 2 waste his money.. boredz seh.. haizz... but nvmind lahz.. I can go catch it wit my fren anyway.. Hahaz... =p

Todae, 14th May '05, I went arnd 'Orchard' wit Fad.. I go Far East 1st.. walk arnd in there den went 2 tiz shop called, "Cheeks Enterprise".. CooL seh tiz shop!! sells lotsa "Punkster" stuffs.. hahaz.. After I went in, dat guy in dat shop call me, "Heyz Punk!!" coz I was wearin' a T-shirt wit the word, "Punk!".. haha.. CooL ritez?! after dat, we went 2 "Heeren".. go into tiz Japz shop den I saw "TeTsU" card!! soo damn cute!! den my fren buy 4 me dat card seh!! coz she got dat shop membership card lahz.. was soo happy u noe!! hmmz.. after dat, we go walk arnd town again, & since itz oreadi nytez, we headed hm... =p

Todae, 10th May '05, after skool I meet my bro @ Paya Lebar.. we went "Coffee Bean" @ Singpost.. I ordered "Pure Vanilla Ice Blended" & a big slice of choc cake! hahaz.. cannot finish seh.. I eat so messy den my bro says I lukz lytez small kid.. stupidz bro!! Haha.. we tok crapz non-stop.. After dat, I went hm lahz.. datz all 4 the dae.. Adios!! =p

Frenship is lytez standin'on a wet cement...
The longer u stay, the harder it is 2 leave,
& u can nv go w/out leavin' ur footprint behind!!! (",)

"LiFe EnDs WeN u StOp DrEaMiN', HoPe Is LOsT WeN u StOp BeLiEvIn', & LoVe FaiLs WeN u StOP CaRiN'... So DrEaM, BeLiEvE & CaRe!!! LiFe Is BeAuTiFuL..." =p

Todae, 6th May '05, I go watch "House Of Wax" wit my bro.. Dis our 11th movie!! Haha... Ritez bro?! we went Tiong Bahru 2 catch it.. B4 dat, I go NTUC buy milk, chocs & Skittles Sour Sweets.. hahaz.. @ last i found it!! wat onli.. haizz... cant go arcade seh.. coz im wearin' stupidz skool uniform.. yawnzz.. so, after movie ended, we juz roam arnd aimlessly.. den got tiz part veri funny.. My bro bring me 2 tiz hawker centre.. den suddenly got tiz "apek" juz sit down beside my bro & juz cant stop tokin' funny crapz.. den my bro laugh non-stop until got tears seh.. Stupidz bro.. Giler seh dat "apek".. dunno wat he tokin' bout.. haha.. =p

Dat dae, I go meet my bro after skool @ Paya Lebar.. We went City Plaza juz 2 buy dat "Almond Milk " drink lahz.. haha.. Den i paid 4 my bro oso.. After dat, we go "Singpost", Long John eat.. I was so hungry seh!! After eatin', we walk arnd a while den i went hm.. Datz all.. But if go out wit my bro sure can laugh non-stop.. haha.. =p

"LiFe iS a BoOk... EvRyDaE hAs A nEw PaGe, WiT aDvEnTuReS 2 Tell, LeSsOnS 2 LeArN, & TaLeS bOuT gUd DeEdS 2 RmB... MaY u Hv a GuD cHapTeR 2DaE!! " (",) =p

Todae, 3rd May '05, was quite a happy dae 4 me coz I saw "Mr Handsome" 3 times in a day!! WooHoo!! Hahaz...The 1st time, he was standin' beside me @ canteen durin' my 1st break... The 2nd time, he was sittin' near me in canteen wit his frenz.. Soo cute seh... But too bad..I dun even noe watz his name.. Haizz... dunno hw 2 ask him... Yawnzz... Got 2hrs break seh.. & Guess wat?! I saw him again wen on my way 2 class... Hahaz... Merepekz... =p

Ystdae, 2nd May '05, I went out wit my bro watch "Coach Carter" @ Great World City...Damn it!! So expensive seh!! My $9.50 gone juz lytez dat.. But guess itz worth it lahz.. Itz a veri nice movie... Dey play basketball so CooL seh.. Hahaz... Tiz the 10th time I watch movie wit my bro.. CooL ritez?! Haha.. & Guess wat?! I wun ignore my bro anymore.. Lytez I said, "He is my bro after all..." Watever lahz... Hahaz.. After watchin' movie, I took train went hm.. den got tiz part funny seh.. I went 2 top-up my card usin' dat machine.. den, guess wat?! My card got stuck in dat machine!! Den I asked my bro helped me called the person on duty there.. Hahaz.. Merepekz... Hmmz.. guess datz all lahz.. Dunno wat 2 ritez oreadi.. Byez!! =p

Heyz peepz!! Guess wat?! My bro calls me in the afternn tellin' me dat he had say "Yes" 2 dat psycho gurl... Den i juz said "Okiez" & juz hang up his call... Den he create 4 me 1 sms...I still keep dat msg lahz.. Yawnzz.. Nw, I still not sure bout smthinz... Shd i ignore my bro juz bcoz he's got a gf or shd I still call him once in a while?! I tink I'll still call him lahz... But mayb once a wk?! yupz yupz... dat shd be it.. hahaz... up 2 u lahz Miss JaMeS... =p

Wat a boringz morninz.. haizz.. I & my bro hv planned 2 watch "Coach Carter" @ Great World City den b4 dat we wld go "Coffee Bean" so dat I can make "Frenship Band" 4 him.. But movies on wkends expensive wat.. So I told him dat I dun wanna watch movie lahz.. Den he said lytez dat itz useless 4 me 2 go there wat.. But den I say, I can juz go Tiong Bahru 2 kill time wat!! Coz I noe it wld b so boredz 2 juz rot @ hm whole dae wat!! Aarghh!! But he still ask me stay @ hm better so I wun waste money & datz itz unfair 2 me 2 go all the way there & do nothinz.. Stupidz bro.. I oso wanna c his claz pics lahz.. But he still insists dat I stay hm.. Irritatin' seh!! haizz.. feels lytez killin' my LiL bro!! Dun want accompany me seh.. Watever lahz.. Anyway, he's gonna hv a gf soon.. A stupidz LiL GurL u noe!! Onli 15yrs seh!! juz a small kiddo!! hahaz.. so psycho bout my bro!! So mayb tmr onwards, I wun b seein'my bro often lahz.. We wun b as close as b4 & I noe dat.. Cant watch horror movies wit him anymore seh.. Dunno wat crapz I tokin' bout here.. Yawnzz.. Update again later lahz... Adios!! =p

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~~The Roots Of All EviLs~~

Feelings so bad
Precursor to a tragedy
Leaves me extremely sad
The reality seeping into me

Where there once stood happiness
Where the sunshine painted a picture
of gold
Where you faces were a picture of love
Where it was all a sight to behold

Too much for me to keep in
My existence is a burden
Feel like just a creature born out of sin

A separation between two souls
A separation between two hearts
That green paper that rules the world
Our relations it pulls apart

Drastic decisions
Bring me the knife
Stab me in the chest
Put an end to my life

Hell is forever
It never ends
But this suffering I encounter
Never has a past tense

So living now
And going to hell
Through life and death
They draw a parallel

But...

Thank God I have faith
Thank God I believe
For if I had not
My wrists...
They would bleed

They say
The hand that rocks the cradle
Is the hand that rules the world
But know that what really rules this world
Is the worth of a rare white pearl
The worth of a sapphire gem
The worth of a diamond twirl
What it takes to achieve life's luxuries
Is the root of my suicidal whirl

My life's so messed
It's true
It is
Don't be surprised
When I can no longer resist
Don't be sad when my life
I choose to dismiss... =p